CORRECT LYRICS

Lyrics : Chasing Dragons 2

I?ve been sitting in the lab she been sitting in the loungeroom
Wasting all my time and this place ain?t about you
We?re gonna make it big baby I know that we bout to
I?m gonna change our lives with these rhymes that I?ll outdo
Never gonna slip, doing it for her sake
I know I throw a fit but It hurts me for her sake
I?m falling in this pip, walking the abyss
I been talking to ya kids I been heavy on the work rate
Ever since my birthday, chase another dragon
I been in the worst state, waking up a madman
I wanna call it quits she don?t love me like she used to
Calling her a b*t*h and I?m a full-blown loser
I needa sober up, I said in self destruct
I been calling out for help I get told man up nah
F**k it Ima jump tell my mother I?m a sin
Tell my little brother he?s nothing but a king
Tell my father that I love him we ain?t nothing but a click
I?ve been acting kinda stubborn and I?m f**king up my sitch
I?ve been feeling smothered from the pressure just to live
But I gotta prove to me that I ain?t ever gonna quit
Stop lying to myself now, baby I been hell-bound
Tell me that I?m crazy or just maybe it?s my self-doubt
Second guessing everything I?ve ever had to spit now
I been watching mates fly to heaven with their wings out
They be with the kings now I gotta keep the grind on
This for all the boys in the sky keep your shine on
I gotta lotta burdens and they steady get a pile on
It?s worth any memory I ever get a smile on
I wanna go back, back to the days
Back to the summer nights on the p*ss with my mates
Stem sunset skies at the [?] in the bay
Take me straight back to mum?s way back in the day
F**k we all growing up, got a lot of love
Ill be back real soon boys I gotta blow us up
I been looking back a lot, thinking what I been through
And then my stomach knots and I feeling kinda see through
This feeling f**k eats me, she know I didn?t mean to
She heard it all before but why the f**k am I so evil
I got a lotta change, saying fatter gains
Should I go and see a psych instead of spitting to my page (f**k)