Lyrics Struggle St by Warpsa

I found that writing down my feelings
Instead of carving lines into my hands
Was the best thing that I could do
You're stuck in a state of mind where
You don't want people to see you like that?
I don't really want to burden them
You feel like you're the state of mind where
Nothing can make you feel any better

Ay yo check it out, I'm waking up on this daily grind
And I'm driven insane by my state of mind
Always walking to work I want to change my life
But lately I've been letting dumb luck and fate decide its like
My whole life man is stuck on repeat
And this insomnia tries to make it harder to sleep
Only eating frozen food and f**king pasta for weeks
Its like my thoughts are getting louder
But it's harder to speak tarnished beliefs
They fall apart at my feet enough of the hardship
I want to harvest the green a part of me screams
I need that f**king spark to believe
I feel I've given up on rap but then a part of me weeps
I suffer defeat my ego and the scars that it brings
Or maybe I should just fly off with some marvelous wings
Soar off like an eagle and perch high in the cliffs
Life in your fist cause every moment in life is a gift kid

I live on struggle street, in that house to the left
Has life given up on me man I've had it with stress
I need some company, I'm in a panicky mess
Stop the suffering I need to start planning ahead
I live on struggle street, in that house to the left
Has life given up on me man I've had it with stress
I need some company, I'm in a panicky mess
Stop the suffering I need to start planning ahead sh*t

I'm sick and tired of walking inside the same rut
Just take drugs and half my mates are fake c**ts
My pays f**ked spend on molly or some strange dust
Straight f**ked keep saying sorry so we make up
My brain stuffed and my lifestyle's no better
Live it week to week and survive with like no cheddar
I'm so fed up all I want is a hot meal
Living off of nuggets when I wanna each scotch [?]
It's all real it ain't easy for most and half the week
For dinner I'm at home eating some toast still
Walking to work with no reason to hope
That my life will get better when I'm speaking to notes
So would my life change with a money tree and a boat ha
Would life to be better with a dream and some hope f**k
I'm in the spiral but only _? can change it
Maybe it's about time I give my life that face lift

I live on struggle street, in that house to the left
Has life given up on me man I've had it with stress
I need some company, I'm in a panicky mess
Stop the suffering I need to start planning ahead
I live on struggle street, in that hose to the left
Has life given up on me man I've had it with stress
I need some company, I'm in a panicky mess
Stop the suffering I need to start planning ahead sh*t

This is for anyone who struggles with life (with life)
For anyone who needs a friend for the night (the night)
Follow me I'll stand right by your side and take you
To a place where we push our problems aside and we can
Write the rhythm while I open your eyes (your eyes)
Just take my hand I'll give the option to fly (to fly)
So say your prayers before I alter your mind
Ill meet you all in never land at the top of the sky
I find it funny that I'm f**king here walking on the same path
And every bit of money I earn just fades fast
I want to live a better life with a great past
That'll never happen cause my whole life I'd break hearts
It's made scars not as tight as we were
If I could go back in time to the night it occurred
I'd hit myself in the face for the strife that I stirred
No right to deserve the sh*t that I ignited with words f**k
I'm sorry [?] and I mean this the most
If you weren't there for me I'd be a fiend or a ghost
I didn't do that to hurt you and believe me I'm stoked
That you talk to me again and that I'm reading your posts
I had to get that off my chest it's relieving you know
I look back at life and how I'm meaning to grow
I'm still feeling eighteen and a piece of me knows
That life's full of hurdles, so I speak to my notes huh