CORRECT LYRICS
Lyrics : Thoughts of a broken mind
(Intro: Shiloh Dynasty & Enjoyhell)
You are a stranger
She wonders why?
I don't trust nobody (I don't trust nobody)
Not even her
You are a stranger
She wonders why?
I don't trust nobody (Yuh)
Not even her
Not even- (Okay)
(Verse)
Curses, curses
I feel like I’m worthless
Slowly escalating to the top but I’m still hurting
Burdened, burdened
Locked up in my cell of a room I swear I’m feeling so damn f**king deserted
Is it worth it?
Missed your FaceTime I’m imperfect
Always tryna fix everyone else like I’m the surgeon
I’m always f**king there when nobody be there for me
Like it’s just written in my DNA got love inside my genes
I swear to god they all telling me they love me
Back then they used to f**king tell me I was nothing
Funny how they switch up once I get the f**king bucks in
Fake ass people reasons why I just can’t trust sh*t
Can I trust my friends?
Am I alone until the end?
Will I ever f**king make it out this hell that I live in?
I wake up in the morning just to puke at six A.M
Anxiety got me wishing that I was just f**king dead
Glock up to my head fill my brain up with the lead
Can I end my f**king pain and just forget my life instead?
Live my life constantly fiending my body is filled with dread
It’s been two damn years since I been off of my meds
Hold that sh*t just like a medal f**k the xans I’m back again
Yet everyday keep on struggling I crave it till I’m dead
So I lay here in my bed and go to sleep a f**king gain
Inside I’m a f**king demon but outside I’m heaven sent
So what the f**k do you expect?
I don’t cut I spit my blood into the microphone
Crisscrossed personality bud and patron
I write my raps from all the times that I have felt alone
And f**k all of the people who done left me at the tone
I’m f**king anxious in my home
I take these hits straight to the dome
Pack another f**king bowl and take a hit to calm my soul
I can feel it in my body all these drugs have took their toll
But I just gotta keep on rapping know that I’m about to blow
Always had that f**king dream to headline my own show
And I know that it gone happen you can't stop me no more
You ain’t ever gonna stop me I’m gone do it with my fam
With my friends, with my girl, and my motherf**king fans
I done went from being sad to making music for the bands
I just went and f**king ordered some new clothes straight from Japan
You can’t tell me anymore I’m not a motherf**king man
All the pain and sh*t I go through on the daily is no scam
And I’m writing all this music just to be a helping hand
For anyone who be hanging on as long as they can
Swear to god I understand
Living life’s a f**king pain
It’s why I put it in my words and put that sh*t onto the page
I done killed the f**king game don’t give a f**k about my age
I done poured my f**king heart out and I’m fried out of my brain
Borderline f**king insane
Ain’t nobody keep me tame
I’m gonna keep on f**king rapping til' the day they know my name so
You are a stranger
She wonders why?
I don't trust nobody (I don't trust nobody)
Not even her
You are a stranger
She wonders why?
I don't trust nobody (Yuh)
Not even her
Not even- (Okay)
(Verse)
Curses, curses
I feel like I’m worthless
Slowly escalating to the top but I’m still hurting
Burdened, burdened
Locked up in my cell of a room I swear I’m feeling so damn f**king deserted
Is it worth it?
Missed your FaceTime I’m imperfect
Always tryna fix everyone else like I’m the surgeon
I’m always f**king there when nobody be there for me
Like it’s just written in my DNA got love inside my genes
I swear to god they all telling me they love me
Back then they used to f**king tell me I was nothing
Funny how they switch up once I get the f**king bucks in
Fake ass people reasons why I just can’t trust sh*t
Can I trust my friends?
Am I alone until the end?
Will I ever f**king make it out this hell that I live in?
I wake up in the morning just to puke at six A.M
Anxiety got me wishing that I was just f**king dead
Glock up to my head fill my brain up with the lead
Can I end my f**king pain and just forget my life instead?
Live my life constantly fiending my body is filled with dread
It’s been two damn years since I been off of my meds
Hold that sh*t just like a medal f**k the xans I’m back again
Yet everyday keep on struggling I crave it till I’m dead
So I lay here in my bed and go to sleep a f**king gain
Inside I’m a f**king demon but outside I’m heaven sent
So what the f**k do you expect?
I don’t cut I spit my blood into the microphone
Crisscrossed personality bud and patron
I write my raps from all the times that I have felt alone
And f**k all of the people who done left me at the tone
I’m f**king anxious in my home
I take these hits straight to the dome
Pack another f**king bowl and take a hit to calm my soul
I can feel it in my body all these drugs have took their toll
But I just gotta keep on rapping know that I’m about to blow
Always had that f**king dream to headline my own show
And I know that it gone happen you can't stop me no more
You ain’t ever gonna stop me I’m gone do it with my fam
With my friends, with my girl, and my motherf**king fans
I done went from being sad to making music for the bands
I just went and f**king ordered some new clothes straight from Japan
You can’t tell me anymore I’m not a motherf**king man
All the pain and sh*t I go through on the daily is no scam
And I’m writing all this music just to be a helping hand
For anyone who be hanging on as long as they can
Swear to god I understand
Living life’s a f**king pain
It’s why I put it in my words and put that sh*t onto the page
I done killed the f**king game don’t give a f**k about my age
I done poured my f**king heart out and I’m fried out of my brain
Borderline f**king insane
Ain’t nobody keep me tame
I’m gonna keep on f**king rapping til' the day they know my name so
