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Letra : Confessional
(Hmm, yeah)
Yeah
It's been a minute since I sat alone and thought about the thoughts that come along with losin' blessings
It's been a minute since I prayed and had a talk with God and felt inside my heart that he was present, yeah
I can't forget the night I lost my Uncle David, almost called but I ain't think he would've left us
I cried a thousand times how could he pull that trigger when he knew that he was loved, I guess his pain just made him selfish
Now I look to the sky
Think of all of my angels flyin' high
I'm still here, don't know why
Gotta make it because I'm still alive
It's been a minute since I called my Auntie Karen, I don't think she understands from my perspective
I wanna tell her that she's beautiful and strong, ask how she's doin' but I guess I know the answer to that question
She lost her hair again, is undergoin' treatment in New York, I hope it works this time I'm stressin'
I told her I don't call because I think I'm traumatized from memories I've tried to leave behind with adolescence
Now I look to the sky
Think of all of my angels flyin' high
I'm still here, don't know why
Gotta make it because I'm still alive
The other day my sister texted me and told me she was tired of the weight of her depression
I wish that she could see how special that she is to me, I guess that I could start by gettin' better with expressin'
She told me she had thought about takin' her life, it f*cked me up 'cause once I tried, I'll just confess it
Yeah, told her to hold on a little while longer 'cause our dreams are gettin' closer, we can see some real progression
Now I look to the sky
Think of all of my angels flyin' high
I'm still here, don't know why
Gotta make it because I'm still alive
Gotta make it because I'm still alive
Yeah
Gotta make it because I'm still alive
Yeah
It's been a minute since I sat alone and thought about the thoughts that come along with losin' blessings
It's been a minute since I prayed and had a talk with God and felt inside my heart that he was present, yeah
I can't forget the night I lost my Uncle David, almost called but I ain't think he would've left us
I cried a thousand times how could he pull that trigger when he knew that he was loved, I guess his pain just made him selfish
Now I look to the sky
Think of all of my angels flyin' high
I'm still here, don't know why
Gotta make it because I'm still alive
It's been a minute since I called my Auntie Karen, I don't think she understands from my perspective
I wanna tell her that she's beautiful and strong, ask how she's doin' but I guess I know the answer to that question
She lost her hair again, is undergoin' treatment in New York, I hope it works this time I'm stressin'
I told her I don't call because I think I'm traumatized from memories I've tried to leave behind with adolescence
Now I look to the sky
Think of all of my angels flyin' high
I'm still here, don't know why
Gotta make it because I'm still alive
The other day my sister texted me and told me she was tired of the weight of her depression
I wish that she could see how special that she is to me, I guess that I could start by gettin' better with expressin'
She told me she had thought about takin' her life, it f*cked me up 'cause once I tried, I'll just confess it
Yeah, told her to hold on a little while longer 'cause our dreams are gettin' closer, we can see some real progression
Now I look to the sky
Think of all of my angels flyin' high
I'm still here, don't know why
Gotta make it because I'm still alive
Gotta make it because I'm still alive
Yeah
Gotta make it because I'm still alive
