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Letra : When It Rains (Numb To The Pain)

Numb to the pain, the sky only cries, not a lie, when it rains
And everybody tryna socialize, but I wanna stay all by myself
When you get tears in your eyes, I try not to cry myself
I can't take control of my brain, I try to pry myself
When the pills start attacking, I try to fight myself
But you know everybody cannot lie

I get a call from depression, though I told 'em no
She tryna call my phone, but it's over though
She telling me she love me, but I got backdoored
So I try to find a path through overdose
I drink this liquor by the bottle, to try and take control
You walk past mе like I'm nothing, don't even say hеllo
You got me on my knees, but I ain't proposing
I tried to tell these people 'bout it, not tryna over-expose it
You say you gon' ride like a motorboat

You like a line, you always getting toed
They take you away like a car, always getting towed
You like a story, always getting told
You like paper, always folding

Numb to the pain, the sky only cries, not a lie, when it rains
And everybody tryna socialize, but I wanna stay all by myself
When you get tears in your eyes, I try not to cry myself
I can't take control of my brain, I try to pry myself
When the pills start attacking, I try to fight myself
But you know everybody cannot lie

Had to call like a thousand times for happiness
Didn't pick up, they are tired of it
Calling for my sh*t, they are tired of it
But I can't really think when it comes to this
Feeling depressed, taking more shots
I can't tell you what I am or not
If I don't even know myself, you need someone else
Trying to kill myself because you said I'm worthless
You walked out the door, I didn't deserve this
Not getting sleep, cuz sh*t be on my mind
I'll be asleep hoping I'll die tonight
Numb to the pain, the sky only cries, not a lie, when it rains
And everybody tryna socialize, but I wanna stay all by myself
When you get tears in your eyes, I try not to cry myself
I can't take control of my brain, I try to pry myself
When the pills start attacking, I try to fight myself
But you know everybody cannot lie

I’m in pain
There’s pain
It hurts
You know it hurts
My heart is broken
You did this
You hurt me
I can’t, I can’t
I can’t take it anymore
I need to numb the pain inside
I need a couple pills, maybe another
Make it go away
It’ll stop
If i just take some more

Numb to the pain, the sky only cries, not a lie, when it rains
And everybody tryna socialize, but I wanna stay all by myself
When you get tears in your eyes, I try not to cry myself
I can't take control of my brain, I try to pry myself
When the pills start attacking, I try to fight myself
But you know everybody cannot lie