CAPA/TRACKLIST
Letra : Disdain
It's nine in the morning
And I wonder if I'll ever leave this place
Trying to find a place in my head
I can't leave home without
The feeling I'll come round at nine, feeling sick again
Well if you're not tired I am, we keep
Going through motions, emotions, you know it
We'll be going all over again
If I could stop time and space
I'd spend hours looking away
I can't stand who I am
Please don't look at me with disdain
If I don't trust myself, why would somebody else
Alone in this wasteland, screaming for help
If I could stop time and space
I'd spend hours looking away
I just can't stand who I am
As I stare at my ceiling
While I try to figure out this phase
Trying to find a place in my head
Where I locked all my courage of
Risking it all when I was young and driven by those
Dreams
Now I'm locked in abyss
We keep going through motions emotions you know it
We'll be going all over again
If I could stop time and space
I'd spend hours looking away
I can't stand who I am
Please don't look at me with disdain
If I don't trust myself
Why would somebody else
Alone in this wasteland, screaming for help
If I could stop time and space
I'd spend hours looking away
I just can't stand who I am
Wrap my fingers 'round my head and close my eyes, breathing harder
Knees fall to the tiles, it's getting dark, feel the water
Pushed me to the edge, no you can't push me any further
I'm telling you the truth, if you believe, please come closer and draw
Circles 'round my eyes, see my tears in the daylight
The pain never subsides, elevates after sunrise
The meds I've self-prescribed, fan the flames, feel the burn my
Hours pa** me by, day by day
But if I could stop time and space
I'd spend hours looking away (looking away)
I can't stand who I am
Please don't look at me with disdain (Cross my heart I'll find a way)
If I don't trust myself
Why would somebody else
Alone in this wasteland, screaming for help
If I could stop time and space
I'd spend hours looking away
I just can't stand who I am
I just can't stand who I am
And I wonder if I'll ever leave this place
Trying to find a place in my head
I can't leave home without
The feeling I'll come round at nine, feeling sick again
Well if you're not tired I am, we keep
Going through motions, emotions, you know it
We'll be going all over again
If I could stop time and space
I'd spend hours looking away
I can't stand who I am
Please don't look at me with disdain
If I don't trust myself, why would somebody else
Alone in this wasteland, screaming for help
If I could stop time and space
I'd spend hours looking away
I just can't stand who I am
As I stare at my ceiling
While I try to figure out this phase
Trying to find a place in my head
Where I locked all my courage of
Risking it all when I was young and driven by those
Dreams
Now I'm locked in abyss
We keep going through motions emotions you know it
We'll be going all over again
If I could stop time and space
I'd spend hours looking away
I can't stand who I am
Please don't look at me with disdain
If I don't trust myself
Why would somebody else
Alone in this wasteland, screaming for help
If I could stop time and space
I'd spend hours looking away
I just can't stand who I am
Wrap my fingers 'round my head and close my eyes, breathing harder
Knees fall to the tiles, it's getting dark, feel the water
Pushed me to the edge, no you can't push me any further
I'm telling you the truth, if you believe, please come closer and draw
Circles 'round my eyes, see my tears in the daylight
The pain never subsides, elevates after sunrise
The meds I've self-prescribed, fan the flames, feel the burn my
Hours pa** me by, day by day
But if I could stop time and space
I'd spend hours looking away (looking away)
I can't stand who I am
Please don't look at me with disdain (Cross my heart I'll find a way)
If I don't trust myself
Why would somebody else
Alone in this wasteland, screaming for help
If I could stop time and space
I'd spend hours looking away
I just can't stand who I am
I just can't stand who I am
