CORRECT LYRICS

Lyrics : So Much Pain

I wish it was different, yeah
Long live my n***as
F**k y'all n***as, yeah

I swear it’s so much pain that come with the game
Lord knows I'm prayin' to see better days
I lost my dawg and it hurt ’cause he really tried to change
Never turned his back on his gang
Since we lost you, boy, this sh*t ain't been the same
Still drillin' on the opps whenever they bring up your name
Do this sh*t for my dawg, they do this sh*t for the fame
F**k that porch I'm jumpin' off but this sh*t came with so much pain

I'ma hold it down for all my n***as
I wish Heaven had a phone so I could call my n***as
N***as be puttin' that sh*t in songs but they ain't pulled no triggers
When I say I’m movin’ on, just know I can't f**k with you
I swear I just wanna fly, fly away
I’m tryna see somе brighter days
Love my son too much, can't them takе my life away
Momma said, "Son, slow down, you just gotta pray"
I swear, I need to slow down on these drugs
I pray my son don't wanna be a thug
'Cause don’t nothin' come with this sh*t but pain and hurt
You don't know how it feel to see yo' dawg on a shirt
Took that last right with my n***a, he was off in a hearse
I can't lie, you died, got me cryin', got me bad, poppin' Percs
Seem like for funerals, only time I step up in church
I cry some real deal tears so somebody gettin' merked
Me and dawg versus everybody, ain't no one without the other
Ain't got the same mom or daddy but you my muhf**kin' brother
Wish I could've talked to you 'for you pa**ed, I would've told you I loved you
I'd tell you I'm still on opp's a** and I'm still tryna touch 'em
I swear, it been so much fake love
Know you see this sh*t, my n***a, how you n***as ain't tryna swing for?
Lost so many n***as to this sh*t, I 'bout hate guns but I'm the hood savior
I swear it's so much pain that come with the game
Lord knows I'm prayin' to see better days
I lost my dawg and it hurt 'cause he really tried to change
Never turned his back on his gang
Since we lost you, boy, this sh*t ain't been the same
Still drillin' on the opps whenever they bring up your name
Do this sh*t for my dawg, they do this sh*t for the fame
F**k that porch I'm jumpin' off but this sh*t came with so much pain

Thought if I took all these drugs it'd take my pain away
Thought if I sipped all this drink it'd numb my pain away
But reality hit, life still exists
In the name of all my dawgs I still miss
Reminicin' 'bout 2x, 4 and 23
Y'all don't know the life I suffered after y'all left me
My heart had got colder, I ain't have no shoulder
My pain ain't dissolve, I just got a lil' older
Been havin' dark days lately
I've been prayin' to God, ask Him for the Lord to come take me
Been cryin' out for help, seein' things, mind goin' crazy
I ain't been to my brother's graveyard but I'm missin' you daily
I hope my n***as bein' loyal, I won't ever cross y'all
I'd risk my life for y'all and sit and stare at the wall
I can't take no more pain, one tear will make me break down and fall
They always say they got me but don't answer when I call