Lyrics ​fragile teen by ​sadeyes

The day you died
I lost all hope
I felt like I was drownin'
And I want you to know
I felt your pain
The blame you felt
You raised a fragile teen that really needed your help

And don't you tell me that you love me if you're leavin' that's so f**ked
You can't raise me then discard me fall asleep and not wake up
I've been working on myself and I don't know if I can change
Am I really who I think I am I guess I'm just the same

And I don't blame you
But you're all that I had
Now I can't save you
There's no way you will be back
And I don't hate you
But I wish that I had
'Cause if you werе never herе
I wouldn't cry or be sad

And I don't blame you
But you're all that I had
Now I can't save you
There's no way you will be back
And I don't hate you
But I wish that I had
'Cause if you were never here
I wouldn't cry or be sad
I knew that it wouldn't matter if I could do all of the things that you wanted
I got what I needed, I made you a promise
I trusted your words but you couldn't stay honest
I called up my friends but I'm more of a check
They dollar every call or they leave me on read
I needed help
F**k what you said
I need a drink now or I am dead

This isn't sunshine, this is real life
It's not b***erflies when your mom dies
And you wake up to the same sight
Your bed frame the same size

I don't blame you
You can't save me
I hate feelin' low
But you made me
And I f**ked off
And you lost touch
And when life left
I kept breakin' like
I don't blame you
But you're all that I had
Now I can't save you
There's no way you will be back
And I don't hate you
But I wish that I had
'Cause if you were never here
I wouldn't cry or be sad

And I don't blame you
But you're all that I had
Now I can't save you
There's no way you will be back
And I don't hate you
But I wish that I had
'Cause if you were never here
I wouldn't cry or be sad