Lyrics I’m an introverted mess by ​ohsobrkn

Every single day I try to open up
I can't even go a second
Without thinkin I am not enough
This is everything I am
And everything I got
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Let me show it off
Oh, you wanna get close to me?
I know I'm back, but I'm dying slow socially
And I don't ever leave my room
It's controlling me
And I'm afraid I won't become what I'm supposed to be
And when my mind keep racing
And when my heart keep breakin
Got good control
But I can't keep pacin
You say not the stress
(?)
While everything is a mess
And I can't stop shakin
Like, yeah, these are my demons
I need to release them
Get back on my feet again
Yeah, let my heart beat again
Try to find hope
Once it's found I'm not leavin it

I'm an introverted mess
That no one can love
Cause anxiety numbs in my head
And maybe I'm depressed
And maybe I'm worthless
At least I've been tryin my best
I can't hide the past
Cause my lungs always run out of breath
These cuts left a scar
And so now I can never forget

I can see the ghost in my dreams
Tell me why these thoughts won't leave
And every time I sleep
I feel everything, got too much on my mind
And now I can't sleep
Yeah, dark nights lookin like I'm in a comic book
Satan throwin bait, I'm not trynna catch the hook
I don't like who I am
So when I see the mirror I don't ever take a look

I don't ever take a look
I don't ever take a look
I don't like who I am
So when I see the mirror I don't ever take a look
I don't ever take a look
I don't ever take a look
I don't like who I am
So when I see the mirror I don't ever take a look
I'm an introverted mess
That no one can love
Cause anxiety numbs in my head
And maybe I'm depressed
And maybe I'm worthless
At least I've been tryin my best
I can't hide the past
Cause my lungs always run out of breath
These cuts left a scar
And so now I can never forget