CORRECT LYRICS

Lyrics : ؜crying blood

I've been losing my mind lately
I'm tryna figure it out
But I can't seem to
Every day is a mess
And it makes no sense
Why you treat me this way
Blood & Tears on my pillow
Through your eyes, I see your soul
And every day is sickening
I don't know what's happening
And I'm screaming out for help

Feel like love is chasing me I want to run away
To a place where it doesn't even exist
And I said, "Hold my hands, hold onto me, let me bring you to this world where it doesn't exist."
Evil nature, in our shelter
Evil of Flowers, one sin two wishes
I wish I close my eyes and never wake up
Mom, I am sorry

Please kill me... I don't wanna live
Please kill me... lies, I wanna live
Fe-fe-Felt a lot of sh*t I wish I didn't feel (f**k)
Lo-Losing my damn sanity, I think this isn't real (yeah)
And I can't lie
I don't think this pain will ever heal, yeah
So what's the cost, all these drugs that I'm takin'
I don't wanna fake it, but I don't think I'll make it now
Oh oh, yeah yeah
Don't lie to me again

I've been losing my mind lately
I'm tryna figure it out
But I can't seem to
Every day is a mess
And it makes no sense
Why you treat me this way
Blood & tears on my pillow
Through your eyes, I see your soul
And every day is sickening
I don't know what's happening
And I'm screaming out for help

Keep cool
Don't lose your sh*t under pressure
Bih you
Ain't nobody but yourself understand you when you're under the weather
You're on your own again
You said you don't need no friends
I know that's cap
'Cause like every day you just tryna meet ends
And you say you was up but when
I tote the sword like I'm Shen
I could really write a whole song about you so don't make me pick up the pen
I've been losing my mind lately
I'm tryna figure it out
But I can't seem to
Every day is a mess
And it makes no sense
Why you treat me this way
Blood & Tears on my pillow
Through your eyes, I see your soul
And every day is sickening
I don't know what's happening
And I'm screaming out for help