CORRECT LYRICS

Lyrics : Lonely

I’m lonely. i could turn a W to an L
I’m lonely. i could take something wonderful make it hell
I been tryna fill a void i don’t understand i don’t know its shape
Eyes closed tryna fit different sh*t in this empty space/
To no avail, i’m lonely it’s cold as hell
In the part of my soul where love and the noble notions dwell
I’m lonely, i don’t get what i’m looking for but i search on
Tryna make a map of places where I’ve never gone /
I’m lonely. sh*t ain’t everybody?
I wash my head with this human condition, but i don’t feel cleansed i feel lonely yo
Been avoiding time with myself, and now i owe me though
Every time we together i focus on something phony/
I’m lonely, but i don’t wanna settle
Sometimes i’d rather be unhappy than to be alone
Tell myself i need to bone but truth is that i need a home
I been rationalizing time that’s spent with people that don’t inspire me/
Bein’ lonely sucks I’m startin to lose my spirit’s trust
Scared of what i want i been starting to fear my lust
If i can’t tell myself the whole truth than the lyrics must
Like i should come here to stroke but i know i came here to bust/
Man-made most of my woes be
Feel like we do half what we do ‘cause we bored, we just be lonely
I feel like most people’d rather use me than to know me
I feel like I’m a b*t*h cuz i got it good but be feeling bad/
And c*ckiness is just fear in drag
I see a lot of Ru Pauls of emotions
I say i ain’t judgin’ a lot, but i do and i know it
Wish i was more easy going, maybe i wouldn’t feel lonely/
But sometimes we ain't inclined to be the men we wanna be
Like sh*t, without this critical lens, i couldn’t see
But i don’t know, cuz theres a lot of things i thought i couldn’t be
And I’m starting to become all them, maybe theres hope for us/
This the most self involved and the most communal rhyme
We all in search of people who can relate
Their absence negative space, sh*t without em there is no alone
So i know they out their fo’ me or i wouldn’t feel lonely/
I remember, when it wasn’t cool to feel lonely
Then somewhere along the way kid cudi made it ok
But now we fetishize it it’s a style to be tried n’
Take this pill if you don’t like it, you don’t have to feel lonely/
And that ain't never been me, but i ain't that far
Buzz buzz goes the sound of the anti-depressant
Notifications, i’ma need me three grams of some mentions
Tell me you like the online me so the real me don’t feel so lonely/
I’m jus being real homie, this ain't a sad song
This ain’t a mad song, but i do worry
‘cause, i been tryna write some next level sh*t lately
And this is it, so I’m scared that my loneliness makes me/
Like do i need it to shine, what if i leave it behind
Will i die young if i continue to just bleed from my mind
And i, guess thats something only time can show me
For now i gotta go, sh*t i’m late to meet the homies. lonely