CORRECT LYRICS

Lyrics : MASK

I’m sick of conversations with myself
About the hand that I’ve been dealt
And the emotions that I felt, so why?
Every day, the dialogue’s the same
Train of thought against the grain
Knots tying in my brain, all the time
Each and every moment, overthinking
Over-smoking, over-drinking
Over-analyzation of these lines
Hearing all the negative reception
All the critics and nay-sayers
Are after something greater, not I
Might just be too hard on myself
‘Cause I’m considering quitting before the verse is even written, please God
Tell me you’re the man with a plan
And I am just a human being, won’t you show me what you’re seeing, ‘cause I’m blind
Worried that I’m wrong all the time
Try to understand the world then get upset at the surprises, I try
To put on the persona of reason
To make you think and believe that I ain’t as helpless as I’m feeling, but I lie
Confidence and put on a smile
Try to act like I could strap on your shoes and go the mile, I’m so tired
Of trying to be the nice guy, the giving good advice guy, the check his sources twice guy, never get it right
Why?
f**k if I try every time
I overthink everything, not a hyperbole, putting it verbally, f**king absurd of me, f**king berserk how I
Fight myself, in my spare time
Filling the day with a list of the things I could possibly do to get possibly through every possible doable moment of life
They, tell me I’m doing alright
But I feel like I’m living a lie
And I feel like I’ll never do anything notable, quotable, weight on my mind
It keeps me up at night
It keeps away the dreams the THC no longer fights
I can’t even turn out the lights
I used to think that music made me happy
Now I’m waiting for the dopamine reaction to happen while I get high
Just to keep a fresh perspective on the things I think I know but then it rattles my perception, on…