CORRECT LYRICS

Lyrics : Santa Barbara

Out in Lake Tahoe, grippin' a Henny bottle
With a beautiful woman I met in Colorado
With a tree in a yard heavy with avocados
Always playin' roles and trying to be the perfect model
I be unavailable, people don't know where I'm at
Doin' what I'm here to do, livin', f**kin' sharing raps
Say that I want happiness but it seem like I'm scared of that
She say she in love with me but I ain't really hearin' that
Hoppin' out my bag, though, lightin' up the candle
Hidin' out in Santa Barbara, feet up in the sand, though
When I'm keepin' busy, I feel like I got a handle
So I'm never idle or I might get suicidal
And when you trustin' nothin', it's nothin' that's gettin' by you
I'm in stеalth mode, twenty-four-sevеn bringin' the wealth home
Liquor, weed, and retail therapy out in Melrose
Hundred thousand messages tauntin' me on my cellphone
I just sit and wonder what is holdin' me back
And why it feel impossible just for my soul to relax
And I'm feelin' so conflicted 'bout this sh*t that I've been given
I'm livin' to get up out of this cycle that's turnin' vicious, for real