CORRECT LYRICS

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I'm f**ked up, in the back of the bug
Got my thoughts right now, runnin' back to the plug
I'm f**ked up, never askin' for love
Wanna drown myself, then see from above
I'm tryna give myself what I need
But I can't see through this mental greed
It feel like they want me to fail
Too faded now, so I can't really tell (I can't tell)
Back and forth, I know the source
I threw the torch, like I ain't gonna feel remorse
Cloudy course, I hit the brakes
With all the force, swervin' right
I ain't see the horse
Only thing left that I see, divorce
If I take this hit, it'll reinforce
Only fake pеople can I re-endorsе
'Cause I hate myself, and they all support
O-o-on the way to right, but I made a wrong
This sh*t turned up, I ain't seein' dawn
Jump in the whip, turn the AC on
Got my foot down, now I'm a speeding pawn
Hit 45, and my grip is strong
With a blonde haired b*t*h, and we yellin' songs (Yellin' songs)
My life feel too f**kin' long
But I guess this sh*t where I belong
Wait, oh
My life too crazy
I don't even even know where I been lately
Better hit me with that UAV
We smoked in the car, so a little hazy
I can't see, but I got some faith
Venom in me, and it's got some weight
Slowin' my pace at a faster rate
This life 'bout to end, and I'm sayin': "Oh wait"
I knew this sh*t would make me feel invincible
But I just pulled up, and feel like a criminal
I'm fading back, and I'm losing my visual
I hit a whip, and I'm thinking it's flexible
Oh, my bad
Maybe I should go back to the pad
Maybe I smoked too much with the pa**
Maybe I'm stuck in a state where I crash, yuh (Where I crash)
4 AM and I'm feelin' wasted
Had a few back then, but I still can taste it
Accusations whether if I did it
And I know this feeling, 'cause I f**king hate it
Two blocks out, I'm alleviated
Blacked out once, but that sh*t been dated
Hoping this time it's a different statement
But I just pulled up, see a blurry pavement
Turn up my head, now I'm seein' blue
And there lil' bro been fixated too
One step out dippin', leanin' through
While my body aching, like I caught the flu
One two cop over on the right
In this Intersection where it's fight or flight
My decision wasn't made tonight
Well, I'm moving up without a thing in sight
Yeah, lil' b*t*h, I'm fuming (Fuming)
Rage impulsive movement (Movement)
Wonder if my mind not human (Human)
And everybody think I'm choosin' (Choosin')
And know it ain't me, but a demon (Demon)
Every emotion feed him (Feed him)
Livin' off me for the season (Season)
But it's just me who sees him, sh*t
Losing my speech, and I'm losing my touch
I took a breathe, now I'm losing the rush
Mind caving in, but it ain't gettin' crushed
Wonder if I'ma remember this much
Losing my mind, and I know where it went
Back in the cell, where I go to repent
I'm indecisive, I live on a fence
Stuck in a place where there's nowhere to vent (Nowhere to vent, nowhere to vent, nowhere to vent)