CORRECT LYRICS

Lyrics : I had my fun/back to the start

I had my fun til my fun turned in
To humiliation and a suicide scare
I try to lead with love
But I hurt everyone
That gets close enough
To show me that they care
I cry alone in my room or out back
With my finger down my throat
Expelling shame I can’t bear
Every day I say I’m done
Till I see that setting sun
But tonight I’m gonna fight
White knuckle

I lost my pa**ion and my looks
My stomach's turning like a brook
I told my best friend I wanted to buy a gun
I don’t know how I wound up here
Feels like I lost so many years
Spend all my time saying sorry to everyone
Sorry

I don’t know how I wound up here
The smallest thing brings me to tеars
And once their gone I am complеtely numb
I don’t know how I wound up here
I resent the insight of life experience
All these lessons only bring me harm
All these battles only leave me scarred
Oh, how I long to go back to the start
Oh, how I long to go back to the start