Lyrics ​i thought about taking my life last night by ​eli. (USA)

Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess?
Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend
​I thought about taking my life last night

But don't let my mama find out
Tell her she don't have a thing to worry about
I don't need her wild with doubt
I know she'll think I'm selfish, I'm not selfish, I'm just all by myself
I'm not selfish I'm just tryin' to find
Answers to my questions and peace of mind

Takin' a breath 'cause I know that I have plenty of time
To figure out why I'm even alive
When I'm depressed it's 'causе I'm not understanding
Why I exist, yeah I strugglе with this

Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess?
Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend
​I thought about taking my life last night
Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess?
Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend
​I thought about taking my life last night
I don't know what to do, yeah, I wanna tell you
That I don't wanna lose my life just yet
Feel like I have so much left, I am not done yet, I am not done yet
I know if I try my best, if I try my best I will make it through this

Takin' a breath 'cause I know that I have plenty of time
To figure out why I'm even alive
When I'm depressed it's 'cause I'm not understanding
Why I exist, yeah I struggle with this

Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess?
Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend
​I thought about taking my life last night
Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess?
Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend
​I thought about taking my life last night