Lyrics ‎deepfake by ​brakence

Lyrics from Live Performance

[Verse 1]
I'm ashamed
[?]
Oh, tell me, how do you do what you love [?]?
And you're two thousand miles away
So why am I stuck in [?] wake?
Show my true colors, you left out my lock at [?]
I can't get over you, yet I been up so much, hey
But despite all the lies and projection, I hope you're okay

[Chorus]
I'm not, I don't want to escape
I [?], my ego deflates
It's starin' me down, I [?] the sound
Just to find out that I was a fake

[Verse 2]
'Cause behind a smile, I'm so pissed
But I won't show the emotions
No, I'm [?] close friends
You can't face me now, I'm too broken
Eyes open, I don't [?] this [?]
[?] count on always makin' a mistake
Close my eyes, [?] my neck breaks
Now [?], I don't know how much more I can take

[Chorus]
I'm lost, I can't find an escape
I'm trapped and my ego deflates
Starin' me down, I [?] sound
Just to find out that I was a fake
I'm not, I just want to escape
I [?], my ego deflates
It's starin' me down, I [?] the sound
Just to find out that I was a—

[Verse 3]
Take my pockets
[?] way too
[?] aware
And you can't bring me to hell
Tell me, was the lie that you would've won?
I play it out in my mind, what I could've done
And keep wondering if I pry when my time is up
I can't help it, picture my life [?] in a month
[?]
I'm straight fucked, [?] on my face
[?] my own place
Now I [?] and I don't know how much more I can take

[Chorus 2]
'Cause my whole personality's fake
And I want someone else in my place, yeah
Feel so much better, I set off for now
An endeavor to die to create

[Bridge]
Die to create
Die to create
Aah
Die to create
Aah

[Outro]
Bloomtodeath
Bloomtodeath
Bloomtodeath
Bloomtodeath, bloomtodeath
Too excited about dying, and blooming, umm—