Lyrics Drug Mule by Bobby Raps

You give up on me while I give up on myself
It's chess not checkers
Try not to forget that next time

Feelings that I can't fake
Wipe all my memory right away
You know it's hard for me to concentrate
I think I'm losing' it all

I need someone to talk to
I've been in a bad mood
I'm hooked on her just like some dog food
Had to cut you off send you to charm school

I turn a Uber to a drug mule
I felt stupid thought I could trust you
Now it doesn't feel the same when I touch you
Wanna play dumb
But I know how to play dumb too
Wish I could leave you alone

Put my heart on cryo
I just came out the asylum
I see beauty in the silence
I see tragеdy in triumph
I'm not talking, I'm not trying
Man I love it when you lying
I'm not stalking, I'm not spying
I'm too driven, I'm too giant
I feel likе a wrestler
I'll fight for us but I know that I'm better off
Next c*cktail I'm gone drink gone be a Molotov
I'm half man, half beast like a Minotaur
All this weight on top my chest feel like a cinder block
And I prayed to her like synagogue

Fell in way too deep
Took it too far
Felt like I'm scuba diving
What if we had never met
Ha, it's funny there is some food for thought
Used to be my twin you turned your back
Just like you're Sephiroth
Wish I'd listened to my instincts
Cause I know they never wrong

Feelings been stuck in the basement locked in
I think that the drugs tryna take me hostage
Looking like a ghost can't escape my haunting
Got to give it up but I don't know how to stop it
Wake up girl I don't have my [?]
Break up but you're on my bed by tomorrow
Snake tongue but it's still too bitter to swallow
My face numb gotta fill a tank full throttle
Time been fully isolated
I don't mind what you say or how you rate it
Probably gonna rob my cadence
I don't want to be famous
You can come and say hi at my funeral
I'm finally confined to my cubical
I'm really not fine as usual
Now thank you for your time it wasn't beautiful

I need someone to talk to
Cause I've been in a bad mood
Hooked on her love just like some dog food
Cut her off send her to charm school

I turn a Uber to a drug mule
Felt so stupid thought I could trust you
And no it doesn't feel the same when I f**k you
Wanna play dumb
But I know how to play dumb too
I guess I'm back up on my own