Lyrics I’m Thinking of Ending Things by 8485

Looking through my head
At everything I've ever done or said
I'm so annoying
I hate everything I ever did
Don't know what I am even saying
You don't give a sh*t

I finally understand the reason I don't see you

You don't listen to me
Life feel like a f**king movie
I'm thinking of ending things
Maybe then you'll say you knew me
You just saying anything
Don't know what you mean to me
Blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
Drag me through the dirt, saying
"What happened to chivalry?"
I feel like a secretary
All the sh*t you give to mе
I thought when it happened
Wondеr why you're picking me
I know why this happened
Me and all my misery

f**ked up, f**ked up
I guess so

You're stuck up, you're stuck up
You don't know

I'm trying so hard to do it on my own
Lying, I said I'm good alone

Stuck here and I'm faking, I'm okay
I don't wanna wait another day
Feels like they're lying to my face
Just can't keep up, I'm out of place

I know it's temporary
Do it again and again
End up in January
I don't know how I should spend
Tonight, yeah, more than ever
I feel like this is the end
They said it gets better

I doubt it, why did you leave?

You don't listen to me
Life feel like a f**king movie
I'm thinking of ending things
Maybe then you'll say you knew me
You just saying anything
Don't know what you mean to me
Blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
Drag me through the dirt, saying
"What happened to chivalry?"
I feel like a secretary
All the sh*t you give to me
I thought when it happened
Wonder why you're picking me
I know why this happened
Me and all my misery

You're no angel
Outside of having me
I know you can't see black

And I can't help remembering

Everything you said to me
Honestly, is not clear to me
If maybe I was ?

(Now everything's embarrassing)

I hate the way that I sound when I'm singing
And I wanna say what I mean like I think it
So I always trust that you won't really listen
And you're breaking up, guess let's just stop the distance

Can't see
Mirrors of my eyes shut so tight
?
Period to myself, good night
All my
Dreams are getting old
In the ?
I just wanted to be told it was alright

Remember ?
I was the edge of the cliff
?
Why do we got to prove it?
So you decide it was not
How you wanted to go down
I'm raising all that I've got
?

You don't listen to me
Life feel like a f**king movie
I'm thinking of ending things
Maybe then you'll say you knew me
You just saying anything
Don't know what you mean to me
Blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
Drag me through the dirt, saying
"What happened to chivalry?"
I feel like a secretary
All the sh*t you give to me
I thought when it happened
Wonder why you're picking me
I know why this happened
Me and all my misery