Paroles More Than This par Vanilla Taurus

Something more is all I'm looking for
Disappointing and distressed
By everything I do
Man I just wanna do the best
Not just end up like the rest
It was the beast hunting for the flesh
Said I'm ready for war
Still strapped with that bulletproof vest
Sick of being so depressed
Pastor always said that I was blessed
Nothing seemed of evergreens
To solve the problems I addressed
I never left my father impressed

I'm just tryna' bring em on
I get too honest when I sing a song
Hoping someone sings along
Ain't no one seem to stay for long
Drinking runs in the family
And i been running from my demons
Started connecting all the
Lines that I'm seeing
Knowing that I'll make it
But in how many pieces?
You did what you did
And I still ain't know the reason
What was once
Is simply no longer
Knowing this cessation
Is just gonna make me stronger
'Cus u never gave a f**k about me
Your admiration's what I hungered
This relationship turned toxic
You were my red eye'd monster
I, Tonya
But maybe it was all on me
'Cus I don't see your perspective
I think we both hurt each other
Sorry for the respective
But we're human, both imperfect
You can't just pick out the bad
When I know the good wasn't selected

There's gotta something more than this
I don't what what it is
But I know it exists
There's gotta be something more to life
But if this is all it is
Then I guess that's alright

I think there's more than this
(I think there's more than this)
I really hope there is
(I really hope there is)
But if this is it
(But if this is it)
I'm okay with it
(I'm okay with it)
I think there's more than this
(I think there's more than this)
I really hope there is
(I really hope there is)
But if this is it
(But if this is it)
I'm okay with it
(I'm okay with it)

If this really is what it is
I don't really wan't it at all
Should've been looking for the rope
Since I've been able to crawl
Getting up to step and every time I fall
Why do I do it at all?
Maybe it's a rush for me
Maybe it's just fun to see
Where I'll be
I don't know
But I'm pretty stubborn if you got me here
I ain't dropping a knee
Now I gotta get the paper done
Or I'm f**ked man
Still remember the days
Back when it was slump man
When I felt hella lonely
But I wasn't alone
Before I knew there wasn't justice
Nor the penance you atone
Back when I was playing Xbox
Just getting some moonstone
When my ignorance was bliss
And trauma wasn't in my bones
Back before all of this
But all of that's gone
Now I know there's something
More than that
Don't know what it is
But it's what I'm getting at

There's gotta something more than this
I don't what what it is
But I know it exists
There's gotta be something more to life
But if this is all it is
Then I guess that's alright

I think there's more than this
(I think there's more than this)
I really hope there is
(I really hope there is)
But if this is it
(But if this is it)
I'm okay with it
(I'm okay with it)
I think there's more than this
(I think there's more than this)
I really hope there is
(I really hope there is)
But if this is it
(But if this is it)
I'm okay with it
(I'm okay with it)

'Cus recently learned why I be here for
Fully evolved crowned like venusaur
Love what I do and the people around
Life's what I choose, you ain't bring me down
Honestly don't need you 'round
Closed circle so please stay out
Me and Vanilla for two years now
Can't even remember your name clown