CORRECTAR LA LETRA
Letra : I’m Gonna Kill Myself
There isn't a single day that I enjoy any more
I'm in a battle with addiction and pain, I can't wait any more
Or wade in the water while the leaches bite my core, I'm a w****
I admit it, I climb into people's DMs at night looking for attention
And is that so wrong?
Inspired by a girl who neglected that sh*t so long
Were those feelings unintended?
Not for me but I believe-
I wasn't made to breathe
I was made to stop-
And teach the children a lesson
About how you should live for today and not for the bedroom
For flowers and sh*t, my powers ain't sh*t
It's taking a p*ss on my f**king grave that I'm forced to dig
Stuck in the fridge, man I'm still a kid
With an overexcited d**k, never been licked
I just want someone to show me that type of affection
And cuddle me sometime and slowly subside my lung infection
Where's my happy ending?
Where's my happy ending?
Where's my happy ending?
Where's my happy ending?
And then I fall back and hold the breath I wasn't made to take or deserved-
And then I hear my back break on the pavement outside my college dormroom
Didn't wanna warn you but I did, this stupid kid gave himself away
And started stabbing his own ribs with a fork glazed in heartache and cake
That his mama made on his second birthday
Smashed it on my face like my clenched fists of rage when I was eight
And the counselor couldn't take the rage away
And look how time progresses as I'm falling down, I wonder if someone guessed it
The reason why I'm dying is because no one ever professes-
Physical love, the drug of a creep apparently-
I had to leave to outrace the misery of being a human being instead of being me
Suicidal bumblebee who hath fallen into the sea-
Of car wreck tragedies and bombings on the TV
But I was just 18, why did it have to be me?
Why did it have to be me, man?
I'm in a battle with addiction and pain, I can't wait any more
Or wade in the water while the leaches bite my core, I'm a w****
I admit it, I climb into people's DMs at night looking for attention
And is that so wrong?
Inspired by a girl who neglected that sh*t so long
Were those feelings unintended?
Not for me but I believe-
I wasn't made to breathe
I was made to stop-
And teach the children a lesson
About how you should live for today and not for the bedroom
For flowers and sh*t, my powers ain't sh*t
It's taking a p*ss on my f**king grave that I'm forced to dig
Stuck in the fridge, man I'm still a kid
With an overexcited d**k, never been licked
I just want someone to show me that type of affection
And cuddle me sometime and slowly subside my lung infection
Where's my happy ending?
Where's my happy ending?
Where's my happy ending?
Where's my happy ending?
And then I fall back and hold the breath I wasn't made to take or deserved-
And then I hear my back break on the pavement outside my college dormroom
Didn't wanna warn you but I did, this stupid kid gave himself away
And started stabbing his own ribs with a fork glazed in heartache and cake
That his mama made on his second birthday
Smashed it on my face like my clenched fists of rage when I was eight
And the counselor couldn't take the rage away
And look how time progresses as I'm falling down, I wonder if someone guessed it
The reason why I'm dying is because no one ever professes-
Physical love, the drug of a creep apparently-
I had to leave to outrace the misery of being a human being instead of being me
Suicidal bumblebee who hath fallen into the sea-
Of car wreck tragedies and bombings on the TV
But I was just 18, why did it have to be me?
Why did it have to be me, man?
