Letra Disappointment par Sarcastic Sounds

I'm a disappointment, I stay up
Take drugs and miss appointments
Then complain about the outcome of my choices
It feels pointless when I try to avoid
All of the thoughts in my head
Lately, I just wait on one good reason
I should even try to wake up, 'cause that sh*t
Feels like a motherf**king day job with no days off
I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed
You made your bed, now you lie in it

And my eyes went red 'cause I'm cryin' again
Looking for love, all I find is a mess
So I break my heart for the sake of my art
Hope it makes me a star
'Cause I'm lost in the dark, I'm lost in the dark
And it's so hard to see when all damn day you're sound asleep

I'm a disappointment, I stay up
Take drugs and miss appointments
Then complain about the outcome of my choices
It feels pointless when I try to avoid
All of the thoughts in my head
Lately, I just wait on one good reason
I should even try to wake up, 'cause that sh*t
Feels like a motherf**king day job with no days off
I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed
What time is it? Oh my gosh, I'm late for work again
Yo, I'm a piece of sh*t, it ain't hard to f**king tell
In my momma crib, kinda feeling like I'm twelve
I would throw my whole allowance in the fountain
Empty out my bank account
But with my luck, it probably wouldn't even help
Dawg, I got no job, no mic, with a girl I don't like
Nothing ever goes right, I'm tight (For real)
I told myself I'm gonna be fine almost a million times
I know that I can do whatever it takes (I got it)
But when it all crumbles and crashes, I'll be back on my a**
Then I already know what I'm gonna say (Yeah)

I'm a disappointment, I stay up
Take drugs and miss appointments
Then complain about the outcome of my choices
It feels pointless when I try to avoid
All of the thoughts in my head
Lately, I just wait on one good reason
I should even try to wake up, 'cause that sh*t
Feels like a motherf**king day job with no days off
I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed