Letra Feel sh*t par Merkules

First I breathe in the smoke, then I exhale slow
Till there's nothing else left but the ashes
From all this weed I blow to all these drinks I pour
There ain't nothing else left but the ashes
I feel like I don't want to feel sh*t (I don't want to feel sh*t)
I feel like I don't want to feel sh*t (I don't want to feel sh*t)
I feel like I don't want to feel sh*t (I don't want to feel sh*t)
I feel like I don't want to feel sh*t (I don't want to feel sh*t)
And I can't be sober when I'm alone
A hundred missed calls in my phone
I'm havin' withdrawals, leave me alone
Leave me alone, I feel it in my bonеs, I hide it all inside

Versе 1:
I question myself, am I runnin' from something?
I put in the work, went from nothing to something
I still gotta deal with these f**ked up assumptions
I'm drunk when in public, still chuggin' and numbin'
I was at rock bottom and I cried for help
So I had to take a break just to find myself
Never been to heaven, spent some time in hell
Inside my shell, revenge what I'm tryna smell
I know it's all my fault,I'm the one to blame
Instead of facin' those fears, I would run away
Couldn't tell apart all the love or hate
So f**k the fame, I guess it's my drug (?)
I gotta clear my head and just hit restart
Just did 25 shows and there's 15 more
When the cycle repeats it won't get me far
So I hide my pain deep within these scars
I got everybody sayin' I deserve to win
But is it worth the regret? Is it worth the sins?
It hurts within, I'm thinkin' bout my worth again
I had to swim across the water, cause I burnt the bridge
So I try to get by, but I hide sh*t inside
And I act like I'm havin' the time of my life
And I can't see the darkness if I'm in the light
So if silence is golden then I'll be all right