Letra Bitter par Johnée

Why's so hard for me to be happy when you are?
Why do I keep trying to be something that I am not?
Why do I put my trust in other people thoughts?
Why when I'm doing well, I just self-sabotage?

Every day's the same, I don't wanna taste this pain no more (Mmh)
Why I'm being influenced by those people I don't even know?

I'm so tired of hating everyone I ever dated
I just wanna be friends with them (Not all of them)
I'm so sick of being green
And getting blue from feeling this
No, I don't want people to think I'm insane
I wish that I could be more self-assured
'Cause I don't wanna feel bitter anymore
Oh, I wish that I could be less insecure
'Cause I don't wanna feel bitter anymore

Why do I feel empty, when it's just me by myself?
Why can't my company be enough, why do I need someone else?
Why do I delete so many tweets thinking, ''What would they tell?''
Why can't I find myself pretty, based on what someone else is?

I'm having breakup for breakfast
I'm writing songs to my exes that they won't ever hear about
I'm throwing shades on summertime
I'm hating on the sun for rising
I got names living on my mouth
Why I let everyone let me down?

I'm so tired of hating everyone I ever dated
I just wanna be friends with them (Not all of them)
I'm so sick of being green
And getting blue from feeling this
No, I don't want people to think I'm insane
I wish that I could be more self-assured
'Cause I don't wanna feel bitter anymore
Oh, I wish that I could be less insecure
'Cause I don't wanna feel bitter anymore

I don't wanna feel bitter, bitter, bitter anymore
Bitter, bitter, bitter, bitter anymore

I said sorry so many times, I offended myself
People assumed I was in love with every guy that I met
I got a bad reputation, some people hate me
And how could I blame 'em when I also did?
I don't wanna be bitter, I just wanna be nice
But there's some people that deserve to taste me sweet as a lime...
No, I'm just kidding

I'm so tired of hating everyone I ever dated
I just wanna be friends with them (Seriously, not all of them)
I'm so sick of being green
And getting blue from feeling this
No, I don't want people to think I'm insane
I'm so tired of hating everyone I ever dated
Is there something I can take to ease the pain?
I'm so sick of being green
And getting blue from feeling this
No, I don't want people to think I'm insane
I wish that I could be more self-assured
'Cause I don't wanna feel bitter anymore
Oh, I wish that I could be less insecure
'Cause I don't wanna feel bitter anymore

I wish that I could be more self-assured
'Cause I don't wanna feel bitter anymore
Oh, I wish that I could be less insecure
'Cause I don't wanna feel bitter anymore