Letra Cleaning par Irem kilinc

Sitting alone,listening silence
It sounds promising now,thinking i could go higher
To place that is just made for me and me
I need some space right now so don't come to me
I need to think clearly,understand what i've been dealing
Since avoiding mistakes has become my priority
I can't live fearlessly

-Chrous-
I do understand but i don't understand
It's not easy to speculate when we both go hand to hand
What are we doing now except playing mime
I literally lost my sanity trying to solve this crime
I'm on ice,looking to my reflection,waiting for affection
It's matter of time before it crashes
I'm motionless,gave up on everything,letting you do thing
You decide,what i'm gonna find
When water filling my lungs or love beating my heart

I have never thought i would be this hopeless
Would be this careless,would be this useless
1/x,x went to infitiny,found myself in this dignity
Of zero,here's my hero
Place of nothing and everything,what my soul's craving
I withstand to time then i come alive
I'm spiraling,i'm flying and all my fears start to kicking
Suddenly it stops and think i'm dying


-Chrous-
I do understand but i don't understand
It's not easy to speculate when we both go hand to hand
What are we doing now except playing mime
I literally lost my sanity trying to solve this crime
I'm on ice,looking to my reflection,waiting for affection
It's matter of time before it crashes
I'm motionless,gave up on everything,letting you do thing
You decide,what i'm gonna find
When water filling my lungs or love beating my heart

All my colors are gone,everything's black and white now
With no sound,eyes blocked by the sun
Getting closer to flames now,feeling the heat
Wish had to chance to listen your hearbeat