Letra ​​never knew par ​hamilton

Already ghost, I can't let you close
Still, I don't know
Still, my heart stay closed
Yeah, I don't know, no I just can't tell
F**ked up in the head, I can't trust myself
One minute I'm cool, then the next I'm manic
Crushing 'scripts up under plastic

I watched our love die fast
I never knew 'bout that
I saw it all turn bad
Now, I don't want you back
Woke up and my mind is spinning
Woke up and the whole world's ending
Still searching to feel something
Still feeling like I'm nothing

I-I-I watched our love die fast
I never knew 'bout that
I saw it all turn bad
Now, I don't want you back
Woke up and my mind is spinning
Woke up and the whole world's ending
Still searching to feel something
Still feeling like I'm nothing
Got a spark in my heart, I got smoke in my lungs
Should've known from the start you were never the one
I'm not the one that you want, why you put up a front?
Playing me like I'm dumb, make me feel like a dub
Baby, I'm done, yeah I'm moving on
You can call my phone but I'm already gone

Yeah, I'm already ghost, I can't let you close
No, I don't know so my heart stay closed
No, I don't know, no, I just can't tell
F**ked up in the head, I can't trust myself
One minute I'm cool, then the next I'm manic
Crushing 'scripts up under plastic

Rolling spliffs up, I can't feel sh*t
When I can't think, that's my favorite
When you kissed me, I just lost it
Wishing I could've told what it costed

I watched our love die fast
I never knew 'bout that
I saw it all turn bad
Now, I don't want you back
Woke up and my mind is spinning
Woke up and the whole world's ending
Still searching to feel something
Still feeling like I'm nothing
I-I-I watched our love die fast
I never knew 'bout that
I saw it all turn bad
Now, I don't want you back
Woke up and my mind is spinning
Woke up and the whole world's ending
Still searching to feel something
Still feeling like I'm nothing

You don't even know what happened
I don't want to fix it all
Seeing through our gla**, it's cracking
Hourgla**, not filled at all
I'll never know your pa**ions
'Cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage
I'm breaking down, I'm crashing
Not on the same page, not on the same page
I want you to be here, a main stay
One day I wanna play on the main stage
It's just that same sh*t, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey
I want to be in the nosebleed
Know me, everything is better when you hold me
Or scold me, I'm slowly finding somewhere to hide like Brody
Knowing that you'll never know me gives me peace of mind
I hope you know I'm lonely like, all of the time
I start to realize that I won't come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place, I go on to the next thing