What if I made it?
Made something of my name, yeah
Sold the picture I painted
Who would you blame then?
And what if I was famous?
Counting money like it's raining
Wearing gold like it's braces
Would you look at me the same then?
What if I made it?
Made something of my name, yeah
Sold the picture I painted
Who would you blame then?
Gold like my braces, 30 on my bracelet
Acne on my legs, Ferragamo on the pavement
Fed like I'm Cake Boss, cut like I'm Kate Moss
Cash at the house like what Kendall, Kylie, Kim got
Can't hear the voices, clear my appointments
I know what the best and the obvious choice is
Here till I'm not, cleared when I'm caught
Nothing to hide but been hiding a lot
Fact is I'm faking, black, blue and breaking
Head in a cast and my hands always shaking
Spun out and stuck, not home enough
Treading the water and giving a f**k
But what if I made it?
Made something of my name, yeah
Sold the picture I painted
Who would you blame then?
And what if I was famous?
Counting money like it's raining
Wearing gold like it's braces
Would you look at me the same then?
I don't need a miracle
I don't want the fame
I want something beautiful
Just say you want the same
I know you won't veer at all
Sticking to your lane
And would you come to my funeral
If I don't have a name?
Funny how I'm here alone every single day
And I knew I'd always be alone
Before I came of age
I'm just f**king miserable
And tired of the wait
I'm sure I could put it clearer
I just don't know what to say
Staring in the mirror and I cannot see a thing
How come sh*t is getting
Weirder every minute I'm awake?
I just feel invisible to anyone but pain
I'm sorry I'm so cynical
I can't seem to change
What if I made it?
Made something of my name, yeah
Sold the picture I painted
Who would you blame then?
And what if I was famous?
Counting money like it's raining
Wearing gold like it's braces
Would you look at me the same then?