Lyrics ♦︎*^ POINTLESSLY ^*♦︎ by XXXTENTACION

(Chicka chicka chicka)
Uh, uh
Yeah
Okay
Uh, uh, uh-uh yeah (Uh, uh, uh-uh)
Okay (Uh, uh, uh-uh)
Mm (Uh, uh, uh, uh-uh)

So I just, sit there and think as I realize that you are not with me
I'm staring blankly, I'm lifeless, and my whole mood is shifting
My mind gets clustered and fluttered, and then it goes blank
I don't know what other sacrifices I have to make
I stare into the icy blue wall and absorb its coldness
What once was everything to me, now a chip on my shoulder
My vision blurry, face is warm, my fists are getting shaky
I never wished for numbness more than now, my heart is aching

And now I'm
Pointlessly wishing for more
Your presence is making me sore
I hate you, I swear that I'm sure
I love you, so maybe I'm torn
I'm clenching my fists at the sight
Of you going to spend the night
I'm selfish, I know it's not right
It's me who I constantly fight (Uh)
And now I'm
Pointlessly wishing for more
Your presence is what I adore
I love you, I swear that I'm sure
You hate me, so now I'm just torn
And I'm smiling at the sight
Of me holding you close and tight
But that'll never be my life
It's only a thought that I like

I look into the mirror, from my eyes my life drains
Now I can't seem to shake the need to make you feel pain
I go through grief, then go to sleep and watch it all repeat
It won't retreat, won't ever beat this whole sense of defeat
And now I, can't see, can't sleep, I can't breathe
Because the anger, be taking over me
So watch as my, mind takes the wheel and begins to lead
And soon you'll, find out why my progress always impeded
You, say you love me that's what I needed
But, I'm still hungry so you keep feeding
Then, when I'm happy you begin leaving
And, when I move on you get deceiving

And now I'm
Pointlessly wishing for more
Your presence is making me sore
I hate you, I swear that I'm sure
I love you, so maybe I'm torn
I'm clenching my fists at the sight
Of you going to spend the night
I'm selfish, I know it's not right
It's me who I constantly fight
And now I'm
Pointlessly wishing for more
Your presence is what I adore
I love you, I swear that I'm sure
You hate me, so now I'm just torn
And I'm smiling at the sight
Of me holding you close and tight
But that'll never be my life
It's only a thought that I like (Uh)

You're probably wishing for less
When I call you, you start to stress
I'm watching my love get finessed
And you're probably laughing I bet
So why do I chase you like this
For all my love to get dismissed?
We depart, our hearts start to shift
And I'm feeling no sort of bliss
You got me wishing for less
Cause seeing you makes me depressed
If you wanna leave, be my guest
No, what I just said, I regret
And your love is running so thin
Remember our friendship was mint
But now you're long gone with the wind
And I hate being in my skin

And now I'm
Pointlessly wishing for more
Your presence is making me sore
I hate you, I swear that I'm sure
I love you, so maybe I'm torn
I'm clenching my fists at the sight
Of you going to spend the night
I'm selfish, I know it's not right
It's me who I constantly fight (Uh)
And now I'm
Pointlessly wishing for more
Your presence is what I adore
I love you, I swear that I'm sure
You hate me, so now I'm just torn
And I'm smiling at the sight
Of me holding you close and tight
But that'll never be my life
It's only a thought that I like, uh