CORRECT LYRICS
Lyrics : Words (Remix)
Always in a rush
Never stay on the phone long enough
Why am I so self-important?
Said I'd see you soon
But that was, oh, maybe a year ago
Didn't know time was of the essence
So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me anymore
Not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me anymore
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
It's been four years now but I won't forget
How my mum thought you were nothing but another sket
I messed up bad, didn't see what was next
I was laying there, drowning in a sea of regret
And it was no surprise how I lost respect
For my own mum after she caused the end
Of what I thought would stretch across the longest lengths
I thought I'd gotten in, clearly it wasn't meant
When I first started talking to you, thought it was the best
Until I messed myself up, had to pay the cost of ending
Our relationship, didn't realise it was trauma sending
As far as my mum was concerned, she was just protecting
Me from all these strange things, didn't realise she was racist
Thought you just wanted all my money because you were Asian
Thought I'd found escape from heartbreak
She thought this was a good thing, I thought it was outrageous
Nasty how she tried to make me walk off like a pagan
Got exposed and now she's serving trauma on my plate
And I have no other choice because she's forcing me to take it
I'd still be single now, that's not the point that I am making
Little did I know that our bond turned to a quake
But now I hold on to the ground and now I’m stopping it from shaking
Seen her dark side now on more than one occasion
So it’s time for me to say just keep the monster in the cages
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
Uh, look
I swear that I regret, you see that I was blessed
I’d always cause you stress, I brought you to a mess
And scars that didn’t heal, I take it out on you
You loved me, I loved the fast life just to challenge you
And you were never violent, but I would have you fighting
Shedding tears every night, yeah, I did you [???]
You predicted all my moves, it was like you’re psychic
Overlooked all my flaws, even said you like it (uh)
The one that got away, miss a lot of things
Losing you, my biggest failure on some realer things
Although I try to cover up, it really ain’t the same
I been smoking so much just to take the pain
The one that got away, miss a lot of things
Losing you, my biggest failure on some realer things
Although I try to cover up, it really ain’t the same
I been smoking so much just to take the pain
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear that I hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
Hoping you might be listening 'cos I want you to know
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
Never stay on the phone long enough
Why am I so self-important?
Said I'd see you soon
But that was, oh, maybe a year ago
Didn't know time was of the essence
So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me anymore
Not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me anymore
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
It's been four years now but I won't forget
How my mum thought you were nothing but another sket
I messed up bad, didn't see what was next
I was laying there, drowning in a sea of regret
And it was no surprise how I lost respect
For my own mum after she caused the end
Of what I thought would stretch across the longest lengths
I thought I'd gotten in, clearly it wasn't meant
When I first started talking to you, thought it was the best
Until I messed myself up, had to pay the cost of ending
Our relationship, didn't realise it was trauma sending
As far as my mum was concerned, she was just protecting
Me from all these strange things, didn't realise she was racist
Thought you just wanted all my money because you were Asian
Thought I'd found escape from heartbreak
She thought this was a good thing, I thought it was outrageous
Nasty how she tried to make me walk off like a pagan
Got exposed and now she's serving trauma on my plate
And I have no other choice because she's forcing me to take it
I'd still be single now, that's not the point that I am making
Little did I know that our bond turned to a quake
But now I hold on to the ground and now I’m stopping it from shaking
Seen her dark side now on more than one occasion
So it’s time for me to say just keep the monster in the cages
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
Uh, look
I swear that I regret, you see that I was blessed
I’d always cause you stress, I brought you to a mess
And scars that didn’t heal, I take it out on you
You loved me, I loved the fast life just to challenge you
And you were never violent, but I would have you fighting
Shedding tears every night, yeah, I did you [???]
You predicted all my moves, it was like you’re psychic
Overlooked all my flaws, even said you like it (uh)
The one that got away, miss a lot of things
Losing you, my biggest failure on some realer things
Although I try to cover up, it really ain’t the same
I been smoking so much just to take the pain
The one that got away, miss a lot of things
Losing you, my biggest failure on some realer things
Although I try to cover up, it really ain’t the same
I been smoking so much just to take the pain
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear that I hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
Hoping you might be listening 'cos I want you to know
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
