Different rhythm to my heartbeat
Tryin let the heart speak but talk’s cheap
Now more than ever they drivin us to wherever and we strapped in the carseat
But I been tryna grow til I break out, sh*t
I been progressin like the chords do
I could tell you “f**k what you say now” or maybe we could keep it cordial
Either way I’ll be the way the noise boo
That’s a lil oxymoron for the druggies and dummies, sometimes I wish I was either
I might just run me a country
Tryin skip nihilism, stand at the river fillеd to the brim
Bout to vomit this cynicism a comet of indecision
I’m calmin thеse inhibitions with commonness filled with liquor to honor this inner vision
I’m sterilizing my soul wit it
sh*t, cause they been tryna poke a hole in it
But even if they do I’m puttin diamonds and gold in it
Every wound I shine through remind me there’s no limits
I learned how to see through the pain when it’s so tinted, oh no no
They just do the buzz words
They ain’t really concerned
I been tryna conserve now
If I shout at screens cause I’m butthurt
Voice will only weaken
I don’t wanna burn out
I been tryna say more with less words
I been tryna say more with less words
I been tryna say more but f**k that
They gon hear every syllable I ain’t scared of the ridicule
I came here to get rid of who came in here to get rid of truth
Say my story’s an interlude, my life about to be a classic
I’m balanced on every bar, my fight’ll be gymnastics
Cross me, you gettin f**ked, consider me a Catholic
Sorry mom but if they send bombs to my door
And I break into pieces I been tryna put together all on my floor
And I ain’t seen the ceiling I would die for
Then that ain’t worth to die for so I can’t quiet my roar