No one ever told me the price for my soul
Could never be bought back with diamonds or gold
Lay the hands that dealt me that others would fold
I spent all I had chasin' dreams I was sold
I'm losin' my control, my friends all turned foes
I'm haunted by pain I don't show
I can't never could be understood
Dance in the rain's all I do good
So many flames on bridges I stood
I pray for change but don't think I would
Now all that I gave was never enough
I reckon our ways are all catchin' up
Can't never could be understood
Can't never could
I must find convictions to set myself free
But drinks and prescriptions bring my only peace
I followed addictions with hopes they would lead
To my redemption, the victim was me
Now I'm losin' my control, my friends all turned foes
I'm haunted by pain I don't show