Lyrics I Think I Hate Myself by Hot Milk

[Intro: Jim Shaw]
I think I hate myself, nobody else
And all my daydreams send me to hell
And all my friends have left again
Is this real or is it in my head?

[Verse 1: Hannah Mee]
Do I still feel alive or is it just the high?
Still waking, baking tryna convince myself I'm fine
I don't really know what I am doing right now
Fake it 'til I make it 'cause I don't know how
Still waking, baking but I'm telling my mum I'm fine

[Pre-Chorus: Jim Shaw]
What the hell is going on with me?
I feel at home in a cemetery

[Chorus: Hannah Mee & Hannah Mee, Jim Shaw]
I, I hate myself, nobody else
And all my daydreams send me to hell
And all my friends have left again
Is this rеal or is it in my head? (Alright, alright)

[Verse 2: Jim Shaw]
Is it such a crime to hate mysеlf sometimes?
I'm smoking, choking but I'm only just getting by
Call me a vanilla kleptomaniac
Stealing from the rich and never giving back
Still smoking, choking but I'm telling my dad I'm fine

[Interlude: Jim Shaw, Hannah Mee, Jim Shaw & Hannah Mee]
I told you once, told you twice
Take my advice, I'm just a weirdo
Reality bites, I try to be nice
'Cause you don't wanna go where I go
Seeing ultra-violent on a bathroom floor
Tryin' to be content but always wanting more
Still smokin', chokin', am I feeling alive?

[Chorus: Hannah Mee & Jim Shaw]
I, I hate myself, nobody else
And all my daydreams send me to hell
And all my friends have left again
Is this real or is it in my head?

[Bridge: Hannah Mee, Jim Shaw]
Cross my heart, I hope to die
Stick your needles in my eyes
Am I alive or feeling less?
So give me sex and cigarettes
Guilty I'm preoccupied
With what will happen when I die
Am I alive or feeling less?
Is this real or is it in my head?

[Chorus: Hannah Mee & Jim Shaw]
I, I hate myself, nobody else
And all my daydreams send me to hell
And all my friends have left again
Is this real or is it in my head?

[Outro: Jim Shaw]
And I, I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself