Final stage of bein' numb, felt this way since I was young
Tell me what could I have done different, different, different
Yeah, I wish things were different
You created distance, take my pain away
How'd I make it this far?
Long sleeves cover scars, my tears in a jar
Drink 'em like I'm at the bar
To the bridge in my car, now I'm swimming with the sharks
Can't swim so I'm goin' down
Can't swim so I'm goin' drown
Didn't know, but I know now
Yeah, I been chillin' in a dark place
Anxiety all day, fixated on a heartbreak
Yeah, know I'm blessed, but I'm depressed
Can't sleep though I need rest
Listen close when I speak less
My wounds are still open
Lost control of my emotions
Devil keep on provokin'
My joy has been stolen
Final stage of bein' numb, felt this way since I was young
Tell me what could I have done different, different, different
Yeah, I wish things were different
You created distance, take my pain away
Final stage of bein' numb, felt this way since I was young
Tell me what could I have done different, different, different