We used to rip servo's for snacks to eat
Now we grip burners, serve smack to fiends
Rats in the flat bringing raptor dee's
I'm having dreams with my family [?] while I'm back in greens
Flashbacks getting bashed for weeks
My Stepdad wasn't blood so he had to bleed
This game was rigged from the start
And I never signed up
Why they mad that I had to cheat
Nobody cared till I rapped on beat
Now they act like they rap cos they're wack and weak
Never slapped on the back
I got stabbed in my back
Now I'm back to attack on my family tree
f**k that I still love 'em, I can't
Wanna break down but I gotta be hard
I don't wanna leave her but I gotta depart
I'm sick of sittin' & seein' my people fallin' apart
(I'm sorry)
Celebrating my [?] call it my past
(Rest in peace)
I saw myself in my kids and that sh*t there just tore me apart
I see my parents in me everyday when I look in there eyes and it always been hard
flats, bagging up racks, stuck on the roads never walking the park