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I know just where to cut
I never really was
One to refrain from drawing blood
Typically my own
In ways that don't quite show
Surrounded by love, yet alone

I'm afraid that all I am is fake
Pretending I'm not out of place
Or burning with self hate
Forever missing yesterday
But can never stay
Present, drift away

Allow myself to rust
My heart collecting dust
My mind keeps repeating, "You're not enough"
It has me by the throat
A death grip stranglehold
I fear it's the last thing I'll know

I'm afraid that all I am is fake
Pretending I'm not out of place
Or burning with self-hate
Forever missing yesterday
But can never stay
Present, drift away
Has me by the throat
Death grip stranglehold
I know just where to cut

Is there a hole inside my brain
Pulling every thought into a negative space?
A gravity I can't escape
Weighted my head to a pillow for days
But I still won't say

I'm afraid that all I am is fake
Pretending I'm not out of place
Or burning with self hate
Forever missing yesterday
But can never stay
Present, drift away
I'm afraid that all I am is fake
Pretending I'm not out of place
Or burning with self hate
Forever missing yesterday
But can never stay
Present, drift away

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